Julien's Juice 523 ~ In my end is my beginning

I would tell you but, since you left a massive Spoiler in the "Columbia massacre"-thread; you'll just have to backread to find out. And since you never backread; you will not know untill i choose to speak of mr. Hotshot,again.

that is not a big spoiler!!

You don't get to decide if it's big or not; I haven't seen it, yet. Maybe it's a big spoiler for me? Anyway, you have succesfully desensitized me from a possible visceral reaction to that scene. You connected the dots to the massacre FOR me; by SPOILING!

Don't make excuses; man up, aknowledge and apologize...and I might forgive you. MIGHT!

(not so) little shit....

lol.

Half an hour and then I am heading for the city. Plenty of stuff to buy, propably need to do another trip later this week because I'll run out of hands.

Yeah, i copy pasted my reply onto another thread; NOW what!

Okay so mr. Hotshot just phoned; he's a man of very few words.

Hotshot:"Hi, what's going on with you?"
Me:"I dunno, nausea, my throat is killing me and-
Hotshot:"U-huh. well, as you prolly know; I'm a very busy man and a planning-freak. so, will you let me know tomorrow if you can make Thursday or, Friday?
Me:....."okay, I will. cause i really want to be better by saturday and-"
Hotshot: U-huh, u-huh(noises in the background). so-ah let me know, tomorrow okay? get well. Bye, bye!"

I wonder what kind of a date this is gonna be. or, maybe it's no date at, all? what does he want?

see; this is why i love watching sports on the BBC. They are so enthusiastic and informative. i'm watching eventing. i don't even like eventing! not like those nitpicky-dutch commentators or those overdramatized soap opera scripts from NBC Sports

That's where out licence fee is going, quality commentators!

Am knackered after shopping, only 1 thing I didn't manage to get. Wanted a strapless bandeau bra top to wear under stapless tops. Oh well...

M&S?

That's one place I didn't go, could still look there on Friday. There's still time....

Posting pics for Pet!

The room he stayed in with Stevie at Tutbury Castle



Another of Tutbury



Nicky and Curator!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lesley_Smith

that's the woman, i'm with, the curator! she has her own Wiki page!

aww you look so deceptively cute. like butter would'nt melt in your mouth.

it wouldn't!!

and now you're a liar, too? REALLY, Nicky!

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aww you look so deceptively cute. like butter would'nt melt in your mouth.

lol! but the butter would be quite poked by his forked tongue!

So no hot date afterall Rodney?

yes. we rescheduled.

well get better so you can get your fun on.

ouch... poor stomach. I did some flavouring tests last night. My stomach really isn't fond of spicy stuff but I am and have to pay the prize.

Aww someone found my writers blog today with words "is Anne (lastname) a vampire or just smart and beautiful?". lol. Awww again.

Though its propably just someone playing tricks on me but I really needed that. I have been feeling so low.

why low?

No free Internet here at the Hyatt, really greedy bitches?

Went to an interesting spy themed bar and restaurant last night, just had a couple drinks and explored. Then had an awesome turkey burger at a sports bar in the Hilton while watching Olympics

Getting ready to go into office and do some work, I love work vacations!

Good to see you here Jesse!

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why low?

I don't know. I have no real reason to feel so down and useless. I guess I started noticing my low moods already before xmas and from then on, I haven't quite felt positive or have that energy or drive to do anything. I even went to a doc but as there was nothing physical wrong with me, she started asking those "depression" questions. Not the tests but rather asked about my family and friends and et cetera. I would not have it of course, I will not submit to mind deceases. Its enough that my body is fucked up. But now after half a year, I guess I have to admit that my mind is out of balance. Still trying to balance it out myself though, I don't want any more pills and bogus science.

I've said it before and I'll say it again Anne, with your book published you have achieved what I long for. I feel utterly useless writing away and feeling no one wants to read a word of it, I ought to be depressed!

If only it was a matter of reason.. it would be few days and I would be back on my old self again.