Julien's Juice 533 ~ Erection Genuflection II ~ The Rod's Revenge!!

He did say he wasn't comfortable with you staying here, but if he knew you I'm sure he would be ok. And he's not homophobic!!! Although he doesn't know any gay people really and he doesn't understand why anyone wouldn't want to fuck women!

Sorry jane but he does sound homophobic, you have known nicky for ten years now, he has stayed at your house loads of times and cosmin should respect your choice to have whoever you want in your home




I swear i am gonna go insane soon with the combination of theo, the cat and the dog. Theos being a shit constantly and the cat n dog have both pissed on my bed today. I am not a happy bunny. I am going out on friday whether craig likes it or not. Its only wandering around meadowhall for the day but i fucking need it

 

I think Jane either doesn't realise or want to admit but I think he went round on Sat with the intent of making sure she didn't see us two days running

I'm not sure....maybe....

definitely!! I bet he thought you seeing us two days in a row was too much!

It was my fault not his, like I said I should have not seen him that day, I know what I'm like, I lose track of anything else.... not good

yah and you think he doesn't know that!?

Shut up shut up shut up!!!

You seem to be blaming yourself for a lot Jane. Don't be so hard on yourself.

Yesterday I had another hot yoga class and the teacher said that it was hotter inside than before. I think it was as hot but she is there a lot so she prolly knows. Anyways, one sweaty class again. lol. I think that I might get more out of it, if I went to a beginner (non hot) yoga class this fall. It starts on September. Then I could do that every week and then have another class of hot yoga. I have time to think about it.. hot yoga is not exactly cheap.

Today I am going to a circus. I was a kid when I went last time. My date had fever on Tuesday and was still bit sick yesterday so not sure if he can make it but whatever, I am going anyways.

 

Morning

morning Kay!

How are you today Nicky?

not too bad; preparing for my 40th birthday trip next week, we're going on Monday for six days to Fotheringay Castle...

That sounds lovely but you don't look anywhere near 40

 I feel it though! forty long, lonely, weary years of dreary routine, years of bitterness and regret, and fierce belief!! sorry, I was channelling my inner Carlotta then  

Seriously, Nicky? I didn't know you were turning 40. Kay is right. You don't look it at all!

I must read Witching Hour again.

I hate Hot Yoga, Anne. Non hot yogayoga is good though. It gets you in shape without building bulky muscle.

I've decided that The Most Pretentious Man in the World is really not that bad at all. Yes, he tends to be a bit florid sometimes but... he has showered me with very thoughtful pressies and attentions and brings flowers every time we go out. He takes me to the poshest places and I generally feel so cared for and protected by him that I am going to overlook the fairly ghastly poetry.

I'm not going to see anyone but him for now so we can see where, if anywhere, this is going and he has pledged the same thing. This is rather a big commitment for me. I don't know if I'm capable of loving someone romantically anymore but... I am going to try.

I read Witching Hour about once every couple of years... usually in the summer.  

I keep meaning to read it as well but it's so long, it's a huge literary commitment!

wow Nicky is going to be 40!!!!! I cant believe it! he looks and acts like a 20 year old!!!!! HAHA! sheila is entering a relationship? Wow! you go girl

yesterday I did my first colonic since having the stiches on my finger. It was more challenging than I thought, I never realize just how much I use my left hand!

And I couldnt get the glove over my finger so I had to cut off the pointer finger on the gloves so that the glove would fit on the rest of my hand

Yes I am entering "a relationship". He is a bit like a heterosexual version of Stevie. He spoils me.... Having been so long with Mark who never spoiled or took care of me AT ALL, it feels good.

I'm foregoing reading The Witching Hour this summer in favour of Bleak House by Charles Dickens... I wish I could write like him! If I could possess any ability, it would be to have a huge literary talent like that, one that could change the way people think and thus change the world!

yeah Nicky looks very young! Lucky bastard.  

I noticed Sheila (in facebook) that he put you guys in r/l. I am happy for you  .. but I have to say that its a bit "teen" to update r/l status in facebook. Unless you have been together for a long time or have gotten engaged or married. But I am sure that's just me. At some point I had friends who always did that and it looked ridiculous when they were in rl and then broke up and were in rl again and then broke up again, again and again. lol. Too much info.

 

Nothing planned for weekend. Had a lovely time in circus yesterday but sadly my date was still bit sick. And no, we won't be spending this weekend together either because he is on the road again. And I am on the road next weekend. lol. Its endless. But we have already joked about it, how we never see each other. There is a possibility on Sunday but it will be in the evening and both have to work on Monday again. So... but you know, at least I won't get that caged feeling I normally get. I like it that he lives. Free ranged chicks we are.