Julien's Juice 523 ~ In my end is my beginning

lol you guys are crazy. lol
I dont need anything to get me hot and bothered. Just a warm calloused hand and a strong arm. lol

Well my lil cousin has surgery tomorrow for his collapsed lung. I dont know what that entails. They did blood work to check for TB. I just feel bad for him cause he is a good kid. Ill find out more later.

Auntie Maine wrote:

poppers were the best aphrodisiac I ever used.

I dont get why you have to take something to have or feel sexy. Isnt it natural and called.....chemistry? I dunno...anything I reckon. lol

gonna take a nap. too much stress from work and from family. Sucks. that and the fucking heat. I hate this state! My ancestors should have kept walking either further north or all the way west to california!

I am going to be getting a new car soon! My 4 month transmission is now starting to act up the same way my last one did. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired of this car that I swear is CURSED!!! CURSED! It isnt worth me getting ANOTHER transmission on this car!!

So I was talking about my car woes with my boyfriend today and I was telling him how bad I need to get a new car but I cant afford a car payment for at least another year. He told me that he wants me to buy a car and he will give me the money for the car payment every month. I was like WHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA? I said no, I cant let you do that! But he is insisting. I said well what if we break up? he was like "what? You planning on breaking up with me???" I said no but you never know what will happen. But he said even if that were to happen, he promises me that he will pay my car payment regardless for at least the first two years.

I love my man, he is so great to me. I am just not used to a man being this good to me.

Michele don't be a fool and agree to such a deal

I honestly dont think it will be a problem. He paid for my movers when I moved after we had only been dating for two weeks. Since I have been partially unemployed he has been buying my groceries for me. He doesnt have much in the way of bills and is working alot of overtime right now.

Honestly I can see him still paying my car payment for a little while even if we were to break up.

In a year I should have my cc debt paid off so even if we did break up in a year I shouldnt have a problem paying it myself anyways. It is just for the next several months I really cant. But I cant afford to keep fixing this car, either.

And here I thought you were strong smart independent woman

If you had been dating a while then yes, but its not been long enough, and any man that would do something like this so early in a relationship is either a desperate fool or conniving and setting you up for a controlling relationship later down the line

But whatever works, good luck!

no, he is neither of those things.


But I am also thinking too if he wants to help me then maybe I can just take the money he wants to give me and put aside to use to continue to make repairs on my car instead of locking myself into a loan. I dont know, we shall see

damn. trannys are pricey!

Michele I dunno about a new car..maybe slightly used one?

That seems like alot to take on. But I reckon if he wants to pay..let em.

Rick made some kind of lime cilantro marinade for the chicken he is gonna grill tonight. I hope its good. He texted me earlier that he was delerious from the heat today and forgot to turn off the hose this morning. He had to call my mom to tell her to turn it off. FUCK YOU HOT ASS SUMMER! He was forgetting directions too. Oy vey.

michele has a boyfriend. michele has a boyfriend.

oh and btw..what does he do for a living?

And how did you meet him,Michele?

I had a nice time with The Australian. He is interesting and there was chemistry so I will be seeing him again....

The thing is they always seem to move so fast..
for example he wants to go out this weekend and actually I just want to stay home this weekend and read and enjoy having the house to myself and hang with the cats and dog and feed my chickens and veg

I guess Im lazy. I guess Id need someone to utterly take me by storm for me to get off my ass and really work at it. And Im not even sure it would be possible for someone to take me by storm oh well at least I have an ample stable of lovahs I can pick from should I want either male company or just to get laid.

My new ambition in life is to live like Catherine the Great (ya know except without being Queen of Russia and fighting off peasant revolts and all that guff )

Wasn't Catherine the Great known for fucking animals?

Nicky I am going to North Carolina to meet up with some friends, one of which had her first child so it's a multistate convergence of friends

Terrible fucking insomnia again last night, where the fuck will I find the energy for System of a Down and Deftones tonight?

Ha ha those were just foul rumours put about by her enemies!

She did however have a small army of lovers whom she called her "Emperors of the Night".

Bit of historical trivia...the French called her Catherine LE Grand, the masculine gender, as a mark of respect for her leadership skills and political acumen.

Im bloody tired today...could NOT sleep either! Im thinking of getting one of those soothing tapes that play sounds of ocean breezes and the such to try lull you to sleep.

Denovissimus wrote:

Wasn't Catherine the Great known for fucking animals?

Nicky I am going to North Carolina to meet up with some friends, one of which had her first child so it's a multistate convergence of friends

Terrible fucking insomnia again last night, where the fuck will I find the energy for System of a Down and Deftones tonight?

not a BBR reunion, lovah!?

Dark Knight was amazing, I am an IMAX convert!

Making meatloaf. by myself...no momma. lol hopefully it turns out OK. I had to call her about the ketchup part. Oh and Rick wants potatoes and carrots roasted. OY VEY!

Its hot here so Im in my bra and shorts. Its hot!Hes in for a good suprise.

One of my guy friends bought me a couple of books today. "The Drug and Other Stories" by Aleister Crowley and "Delta of Venus" by Anais Nin. He is always giving me and the kids THE BEST presents. Really thoughtful. So I had him stay to dinner and we bbqd and talked randomly about everything, as usual.

Anyway Imma read some Nin and turn in.

I want to start the next Juliens! I have such a good one in mind.

Afternoon!

Been out for lunch - not sure what else I'm doing today. My sleep pattern is annoying me now, I have sympathy for insomiacs!

I wanted meatloaf last night Jules. It started with a craving for Cracker Barrel hash-brown casserole, then what to have with it and thought meatloaf. Got ground beef out and started thawing it,started off to the store,got three blocks and saw that I was on E, realized James was going to eat at the soup kitchen because last night was his volunteer night so i turned around and went home. Guess I will have it tonight.

Nicky Mayfair wrote:

Denovissimus wrote:

Wasn't Catherine the Great known for fucking animals?

Nicky I am going to North Carolina to meet up with some friends, one of which had her first child so it's a multistate convergence of friends

Terrible fucking insomnia again last night, where the fuck will I find the energy for System of a Down and Deftones tonight?

not a BBR reunion, lovah!?

No comment!

in other words, yes! are those people allowed to breed?!?

behave yourself Mr. Mayfair