Julien's Juice 520 ~ Decimation of the Heavenbound

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maybe you could do an open university course or something anne when you've finished the next book

Its possible. I am actually sort of interested about political science, don't know why exactly. If I was still in my 20s, I'd try to get in to faculty of veterinary medicine. Become a vet.

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I can't believe you are saying this when you have a published book, Anne; I have been trying for years to get my book published, I would be made up for life!!

Its not enough for me.

it's enough for me!

My rear-wheel on my bike is acting like a cunt ever since I brought it in for a check-up. Went to the same shop and told them what's what. They said that, i'm better off replacing the wheels altogether. Reason: I cycle too fast for those shitty wheels to handle(cheap)the tention on the spokes is almost gone and some spokes are at breakingpoint. Cost: 90 euros. pfffffffffft. Imma wait a bit and get me a nice secondhand race-bicycle.Like the ones they ride on those cycling tours.

have applied for KPN, Proctor&Gamble and Unilever...they all got back to me

"Thank you for your application. Unfortunately.....etc."

Rodney that's how I feel when i send my book out; 'It's well written, but...'

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I have been plagued with questions about earning my right for this life. I do what society wants of me, well at least monetarily (not being in r/l and not having children is of course considered selfish). But what do I do for life itself except abuse it?

So I send an email to an local animal protection org and asked if I could help out somehow. I'm already a member but I should do more. And its easier to start with animals, I am much more cynical about people. I have also been questioning if this job that I do, is what I should do. I don't feel like I am making any difference, that my job is at the end, pointless. I wonder if I have taken a wrong path at some point. With mortgage and all, its not as easy to just quit and start another career or maybe even go to school. Its easier to just accept your faith and continue working.

woman you are more accomplished then I will ever be! Im a waste of breath. I have the summer off and all Im gonna do is read and play WWF. I guess I really am selfish.

First full week off and I went to the Thrift store and got a couple of books second hand.

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it's enough for me!

I see the book thing as a personal triumph. I needed that for myself. But this yearning I feel is about giving something back to life itself.

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woman you are more accomplished then I will ever be! Im a waste of breath. I have the summer off and all Im gonna do is read and play WWF. I guess I really am selfish.

If you are happy then you are doing something right. I am still looking I suppose.

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Rodney that's how I feel when i send my book out; 'It's well written, but...'

Ugh. well in my case it's because my current emplyer can't guarantee the hours that i need. So; it's actually a necessity for me to get another job. But, the frustration is similar!

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But this yearning I feel is about giving something back to life itself.

Totally hearing ya. i don't know what it is. but, i feel that it might be the case that, there is no more self-satisfying feeling than, giving back. to be of real "service' so to speak. i know that there's a certain truth in that. It's like an invisible"pulling of the heart".
But, I'm too self-absorbed/work-in-progress to even begin to figure out where my 'calling' is and what i'm meant to do to give back to the universe. the truth will revealt itself when i'm ready to hear it:P

I'm absolutely fulfilled by my job *smug*. Wouldn't have known this is what I wanted to do but where I am now is perfect. And there's still stuff to learn and progression to be had. I waited and worked hard for this so I'm entitled to the *smug*

I am very fullfilled with my job in that respect, as well. It feels great to be able to help people relax and feel good, and to also help them get healthy and educate them on helping your body heal itself, which is my passion in my own life.

Not completely fullfilled in the aspect that I dont have any paid time off, no health insurance (which I only care to have for mainly emergencies and my yearly gyno appt anyways) and that my pay is not regular, some weeks I make shit. (like this month is kind of sucky)

but with time by building a large following of clientele, the money part can improve. And my boss did give us some benefits, but still no paid time off or medical. We do now get to have some free services and we get digestive supplements and cleansing products at an uber cheap rate.

And once I can get my credit card debt paid off, I can buy myself the kind of health insurance plan that I want. No way would I take the garbage obama care. no way, no how.

i am fulfilled in doing my doctorate but as far as getting my book published, no I'm not fulfilled at all, and it sucks!

I like Jane's smugness :)

I'll smack that smugness out of her!

as far as proctor and gamble go rodney, its for the best, their animal testing record is appaling. i hate that i have to use even one of their products but its the only laundry detergent i've found that i'm not allergic to in some form



anne, you don't have to be a vet. granted she's doing voluntary at the moment but a friend of ours is helping at a vets, they are showing her how to help the animals in the surgery and she will be trained as a vet nurse eventually getting a job

I want to work with animals too actually, but not as a full-time career. I keep thinking about volunterring for Cats Protection League or something but I never seem to get around to it. I don't like people much either, really!

i could work in a kennel/cattery, pet shop but i could never work in a vets, any animals having to be put down would kill me

me too

As much as i love animals; i haven't given up on humans just yet.

Sports-freak moment:
Pffff. sat watching Serena's 1st round match. She was playing Virginie Razzano, number 111 on the world ranking. A year ago; Virginie lost her fiancee and shortly after, her father. decided to come back to the sport.
it took three hours and Razzano was suffering from cramps ,getting penalty-points against her for yelping out in pain,on 2 occasions. 8 matchpoints and Serena still hit back. and then...just when you think Razanno is gonna collapse. she hits her 9th matchpoint and writes history:

Serena is the only player in the world-male or female,-who has never lost a 1st round match in a Grand Slam...Ever. Untill today. Can't win 'em all, Serena. Razzano: hero!

ugh. my uncle had to get a restraining order on my cousin cause he is getting out of prison soon. Im glad only the good side of my family knows where I live.

I love my fave uncle more than my own father. He actually was and is around. I hate for him to live in fear from an ex con loser douche. Too many in my family to count.

Im related to so many douchebags, I dont know how I can read(and not smell like vinegar) .

Michele! OMG! My new next door neighbor Sarah Jane. Turns out she is a fantastic young artist and during our conversation at the garden gate yesterday she mentions her interest in Frida. Yes your Frida! I tell her how I just recently received a Frida card in the mail and it turns out that she hunted down Frieda cousin and interviewed her.

Jane...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-E8QKUOhFY

alondrianyx wrote:

i could work in a kennel/cattery, pet shop but i could never work in a vets, any animals having to be put down would kill me

I know, me too. I dont know how vets can stand doing that. I cant imagine that it ever gets easier the more of them you do, I think it would be heartbreaking each and every time

Auntie Maine wrote:

Michele! OMG! My new next door neighbor Sarah Jane. Turns out she is a fantastic young artist and during our conversation at the garden gate yesterday she mentions her interest in Frida. Yes your Frida! I tell her how I just recently received a Frida card in the mail and it turns out that she hunted down Frieda cousin and interviewed her.

That is so cool! Who cannot love frida? I mean seriously? I only want to go to mexico to see her and diego's house, both the blue one and the double house joined by the bridge. And I also want to see his murals in Mexico City, as well

There was this article on yahoo today where it was a quiz you could take to give you an idea of how smart your cat is.

For every A answer you gave, you deduct 1 point
For every B answer you dont get any point
and for every C answer you get to add 1 point


I did the quiz for pequena but also for how sasha was as well, and compared the two. Now I already knew that Sasha was def way smarter, but it was even beyond my expectations.

Pequena got several c answers, however, she also got a handful of A answers and the A's ended up negating almost all the C's so her final score was a 2 on a scale of 1 to 20.

Sasha scored a 13 lol. Which honestly, I expected Sasha to score even higher than that

but there was one section of the test which consisted of 3 questions about how your cat does with trying to teach them a trick. Well I never really tried to teach Sasha any tricks, so I just had to make a guestimate for how I would think she would have been for that, so I gave her B answers for those questions so that brought her score down a bit. And Pequena I gave the same thing

Its always bit difficult to test cats because its not in them to please you for nothing. My cats still like to play though and then its possible. Because their attention is 100% on you and what you are doing. Ninja especially is very attentative, if you do something, like turn the lights on, many time times in a row, she will propably try to do it herself. It happened with my mother. And also she did the fetch thing when she was a kitten, not so much as an adult. I guess she finds it boring. Hippu on the other hand, is tad afraid of the unknown. He lets Ninja do things first and then follows if she doesn't die



My stomach is very upset. Which means I need to forget about coffee for awhile. And eat more "soft" and light.